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Esp ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿฅ„๐Ÿฑ @esp@meow.social

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Hey there, I've got my account on locked for a while, but my follow requests are open ๐Ÿ’œ

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What are those "spoons" you keep talking about? Show more

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If you are a relative of mine and you read this, leave. This is not for you. Fuck off. :pawv1_fluff:

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Disclaimers, read before following: Show more

A summary for the lazy Show more

Wish I could've handled this more gracefully but tbh everything is just too much right now.

shitpost Show more

The alt-reich can use the word "snowflake" all they want but the reality is hailstones are just snowflakes that consolidated together into a big ball of fuck you.

Sorry that kinda came out of nowhere. I would've cwed if I knew I was gonna do that.

Anyway I'm fucking gay, deal with it ๐Ÿ’œ

Would've made the post here but we have no flag emojo here iirc so..

I'm missing my SO's birthday over fucking physical stress response. That's really what put it into perspective for me.

No amount of dysphoria and no amount of friends lost, no latter how traumatic that is to me because of my past, is worth this. I'm done hiding.

I'll regret this tomorrow but we'll deal with that when it comes

Fuck it. I'm done hiding. Its putting too much stress onto me.

I'm just so done with the physical stress response my body is giving me right now. It's not worth it. I'm gonna miss my SO's birthday because of the physical stress response I'm dealing with. Being stressed over being accepted or not and potentially losing friends is not worth that to me. Fuck it.

My icon looks so peaceful it makes me feel peaceful. Guess that boosted quote helps too. The pain really put things in perspective though.

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Love yourself. Accept yourself as you are. Hiding in fear of backlash only leads to more pain. Learn from my mistakes.

Hey uh. Pain puts things in perspective and I've decided its not worth being in this amount of physical pain because of fear. The worst case scenario is better than this physical hell.

13 degrees at 2am. Its been so long. Wow. Are we finally done with the ridiculous heat???!?

free spoons if you need them Show more

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here is. getting your lineart out of your sketch layer: an arcane ritual

I love toyhou.se tbh uwu very useful for me and makes me more likely to actually note stuff down.